E! NEWS

its been a long time Im not post any entry since my last final exam last may..

Now im on my holiday, "a long holiday" but I dont feel like holiday...

Lots of unexpected things happen to me and I never expect this could happen to me...

I never think this "thing" come to me.

At first, I was so shocked and stress because I've no friends to talk to..

well all my best friends in LD, ive no friends in Kudat...

Do i need to fly far away to find them? Yes! if i got $$$$ and own car...

And then, another problem come and yes! it make me depressed even more...

omg, God giving me this trial which Im not even prepared to face it..

For those who are reading this, you might think what is exactly Im talking about, right?

well, come and find me if you wanna know....

heee! ;)

well its about my personal things, so Im stupid if I reveal all these things in public...

"pabooo" haha...

with no friends to talk to, the only thing that I can do is to pray to God...

"i pray that everything will be alright, and guide me to do a better decision"...

Im just a girl who just turn 21st year last 22July ;)

well i know! Im free to do any decision in my life..

I dont know whats happening to me but its hard for me to laugh again in this house..

before this, everytime i come back home, Im the most noisy sister with the silly jokes

and sometimes laugh like a crazy girl.. "hahahhaa"

but now, I lost it... 

this is the first time I feels like wanna run away and find a place which no one knows me..

well, things different now... I need to face the reality not run away...

ive got many things to speak but its limited here.. so, my dear friends..

come and find me, i wish to have fun with u guys.. ;(

But dont worry, im not goin for suicide! hahaha...

"God bless me and my family" :)

well , until then, we meet again....

"sayonara" ! ;)